I typically like to stay on the positive side of things but I the reality is that cancer sucks. And today was hard. It feels like there are two worlds out there – the chemo world and the alternative world. And for some reason they hate each other. … And suddenly the confusion feels suffocating. I know there are so many conspiracy theories out there (and I truthfully don’t like to get caught up in them). I just wonder if both sides DO actually have your best interests in mind – the ones aren’t just quacks and charlatans and the others aren’t just money-hungry heathens. It seems there are just a lot of views on EVERYTHING. I guess on the bright side the sun will still come up tomorrow and God still hears our cries.